One of the most difficult transitions a young teenager must go through...adulthood. Put aside all the awkward teen angst, the music, the phases, the different stages of interest and culture. The one aspect that seems to ultimately mold a teen youth into a young adult, is "love". Or atleast, what we perceive love to be.
No matter what color your skin, what religion your brought up in, what kind of lifestyle you were born into...something we all share in common, (or most of us) is this concept of what "Love" is and how its meant to be. Since babies we are shown videos and imagery of wedding ceremonies...honeymoons, family life...the picket fence, etc. So its extremely difficult to break out of this illusion once you were psychologically programmed for the first 18 years of your life to believe in it.
Now, the relationship between two people isn't meant to stay the same...there will always be ups and downs...highlights and pitfalls...but through this all, a relationship will stand true as long both lovers involved have trust and faith in eachother...
You see, TRUST and FAITH are basically siblings to WISDOM...and through WISDOM comes these gifts. When you have only experienced a certain esteem for yourself ; only have learned so much about who you truly : Wisdom is still waiting to be achieved. Because only through Experience can you attain this Wisdom...alas, we have "Teenage Love".
Teenage Love is a funny thing, because when your younger...(atleast for me) : Anything i wanted to believe that was real, was real. And it was to the point that you would go to extreme lengths to remain involved in whatever you believed in...including harming yourself and others around you, clinging on to a dying relationship, and using pity to replace a grounded concept of when empathy should be offered or not. These are all poisonous traits that stem from trying to "hold" onto something thats not yours, and never will be.
So take the IDEA of a Wedding...you know, the one you were essentially manipulated into believing : and destroy it. That was the primary concept of the "Wedding Massacre" song. It wasn't to diss anyones idea of "love" or a "wedding", more so to tear a wall down of confusion...to allow one's self to see this marvelous emotion through different eyes and not limit what can become of it.
The aftermath of losing your first love is very bitter...painful, confusing. It seems like the primary teenager lover will go through several personalities until they ultimately discover themselves...simply by ending the search. The beauty in this all, is that the TRUTH was always there since the beginning. And when you discover it...you realize that you do love yourself more than you would ever have to love anyone else, and its actually not a bad thing.
Once you learn how to love yourself...that concept you were raised to believe in becomes a distant memory. You can now laugh it off as part of growing up...that tough love that just kicks you in the ass until you get the point. Not everyone is strong enough to grow progressively after their first love...but for the ones who do, they usually end up figuring out that their is no such thing as a soul mate. And what's beautiful most about that, is the ability to LOVE someone without that constant cloud of unknowing doubt following their head because they once used to mystify the concept so much that it seemed unreal. The Love is natural, and always has been, and always will be. Its your choice to either accept it, or fail at trying to change it.
"The Wedding Massacre" - off the "Dr.Green Light Project"
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Sunday, November 21, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
Keep Me From The Gallows Pole...
It started at the bottom of this tall, narrow mountain...it was in the middle of a large rocky field, the scene was smiler to a Lord Of The Rings clip (no surprise, since Led Zeppelin was playing while i was asleep). Clouds in the sky, cold, windy, abandoned...so I felt this sensation, as if something was chasing. I looked back and saw nothing but the field.
Here is an image of what the mountain looked like...
So I started running up the mountain...it had really small steps going around the mountain in a spiral formation. As I was running upwards I heard the "Gallows Pole" song being played lightly in the background...and about three times, what seemed like the Ghost of my sister kept appearing next to the Ghost of a little girl (4 years old). Like, right off the mountain edge, floating. And it didn't look like my sister, but her spirit felt like it was.
And she kept telling me "keep going, don't look back Niko". So i followed her instructions and kept running up the stairs. The higher I got, I tried not to look down...because I would then realize how high I was and it would frighten me to shits. So the closer I got i noticed the gray clouds above were getting lower to me...finally I reached the top and a huge door that lead to this small body of land stood in front of me. It reminded me of this dark, large door i've seen before, the knob required me to twist and turn it to unlock and then it let me through.
This is about the size of the church...
I was above the clouds where it was sunny...and there was a small body of land on top of the mountain. There also was a small church, and inside was a few select people I usually see in my dreams...mostly family. It had red carpets, golden walls, a big red door in front that led to a small lobby room and 2 more windows with another door that led to the main church room. I contemplated entering but became more interested in where exactly I was. Inside the main lobby was a statue of a large life-size crucifix with a stone-sculpture of Jesus Christ. I then headed outside and felt the warm sun on me...and I woke up.
Im not sure if the dream is symbolic in anyway...I will figure out soon enough. But I do know one thing...
Led Zeppelin music gives you some pretty gnarly dreams.
Here is an image of what the mountain looked like...
So I started running up the mountain...it had really small steps going around the mountain in a spiral formation. As I was running upwards I heard the "Gallows Pole" song being played lightly in the background...and about three times, what seemed like the Ghost of my sister kept appearing next to the Ghost of a little girl (4 years old). Like, right off the mountain edge, floating. And it didn't look like my sister, but her spirit felt like it was.
And she kept telling me "keep going, don't look back Niko". So i followed her instructions and kept running up the stairs. The higher I got, I tried not to look down...because I would then realize how high I was and it would frighten me to shits. So the closer I got i noticed the gray clouds above were getting lower to me...finally I reached the top and a huge door that lead to this small body of land stood in front of me. It reminded me of this dark, large door i've seen before, the knob required me to twist and turn it to unlock and then it let me through.
This is about the size of the church...
I was above the clouds where it was sunny...and there was a small body of land on top of the mountain. There also was a small church, and inside was a few select people I usually see in my dreams...mostly family. It had red carpets, golden walls, a big red door in front that led to a small lobby room and 2 more windows with another door that led to the main church room. I contemplated entering but became more interested in where exactly I was. Inside the main lobby was a statue of a large life-size crucifix with a stone-sculpture of Jesus Christ. I then headed outside and felt the warm sun on me...and I woke up.
Im not sure if the dream is symbolic in anyway...I will figure out soon enough. But I do know one thing...
Led Zeppelin music gives you some pretty gnarly dreams.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Exciting News!
After a year of recording and coming up with the full-concept...The Dr.Green Light Project is finally finished!!
Here is the artwork:
Its featuring the smash singles "Poison" feat.Kid Cudi, "Make The World Go Round", "Fallen Angels" and many many more!
In order to get a copy all you need to do is one of the following! :
(myspace.com/thought2009)---->
1.Make me a fan sign (examples on the left side of my page)
2.Write me a music review (in my blogs there is a review thread)
3.Buy the "Law Of Love" and take a picture holding the cd
Fair exchange? =)
Im also excited to announce that I will be posting the iTunes and Rhapsody purchase pages this month!! Me and my manager finally set up my Merchandise store as well!
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For all kinds of cool NP gear!
And last but not least, look out for "All Purple Everything" and "The ComPass Pt.I" coming in the next week!!! New Music for my peoples....off the following EP
Here is the artwork:
Its featuring the smash singles "Poison" feat.Kid Cudi, "Make The World Go Round", "Fallen Angels" and many many more!
In order to get a copy all you need to do is one of the following! :
(myspace.com/thought2009)---->
1.Make me a fan sign (examples on the left side of my page)
2.Write me a music review (in my blogs there is a review thread)
3.Buy the "Law Of Love" and take a picture holding the cd
Fair exchange? =)
Im also excited to announce that I will be posting the iTunes and Rhapsody purchase pages this month!! Me and my manager finally set up my Merchandise store as well!
Cafepress.com/nikoproductions
For all kinds of cool NP gear!
And last but not least, look out for "All Purple Everything" and "The ComPass Pt.I" coming in the next week!!! New Music for my peoples....off the following EP
Thursday, July 22, 2010
What Has California Taught Me So Far?
Many things. In my time away from this beautiful state im going to remember vividly every lesson it taught me. The strength it gave me. The power it stripped me of so I could learn something new about myself. The power it gave me to stand up. The tough love, which im a big fan of.
What did california curse me with?
The knowing. The higher understanding of communication. The next level of Hi.Goodbye. If your not from california you might know what im talking about. I still feel misunderstood alot of the times, but I never hold grudges against anyone. I have no ill feelings...no anger, no resentment whatsoever. I don't blame anyone or myself for the misunderstandings.
The people who got me and my direction of communication...well, most of them weren't even california born. The very many who didn't, I feel bad they didn't take the time to look past the barriers this small town grants them. I lost nothing, but I did arrive with the hopes to learn and teach.
Did I learn anything? Hell yeah.
Did I teach anyone? I hope so.
Do I care if I did? Yes, essentially I do.
Life is full of a lessons, I can't apologize for the fact that im only 20 and I care about things other people my age don't. The majority of my company = adults. And it's been that way for a while.
But really...what else did California teach me?
Well, the women are something else of this world. Unforgettable? Ahh, not quite. The only difference between a California Girl and any other girl in the states is their advanced cultural knowledge. That is what I learned here. And its not bad, but it speaks volumes on what matters here.
And unfortunately, that doesn't seem to consist of much.
Did I learn to love anybody in California? Actually I did! And at this moment im falling in love with quite a few people. Not all of them will last as friends but the one's that matter will. The one's that don't weren't a waste of my time though...they taught me a lesson that I either learned as we parted ways, or something I picked up on at a later time in my life.
Plenty of memories, good times, bad times, influenced times, sex, love, hate, jealousy, confusion, joy. Everything that makes us human, so of course it did all count.
But to end this Note...and there will be more to come, I have a rather unique confession to make. Before I moved here, I had what I imagined to be "a heart of gold". I didn't stop caring, I can still love people and help people out as much as I did before. BUT............
The MOST IMPORTANT THING California taught me...thus far?
Is to NEVER be afraid of telling someone "FUCK YOU!"
Haha. Philly still got the soul in this brother though, don't worry. I won't change too much. But when I do come back....................................im bringing something with me. Something I should have brought with me a long time ago.
To be continued.............PEACE SON!!!
What did california curse me with?
The knowing. The higher understanding of communication. The next level of Hi.Goodbye. If your not from california you might know what im talking about. I still feel misunderstood alot of the times, but I never hold grudges against anyone. I have no ill feelings...no anger, no resentment whatsoever. I don't blame anyone or myself for the misunderstandings.
The people who got me and my direction of communication...well, most of them weren't even california born. The very many who didn't, I feel bad they didn't take the time to look past the barriers this small town grants them. I lost nothing, but I did arrive with the hopes to learn and teach.
Did I learn anything? Hell yeah.
Did I teach anyone? I hope so.
Do I care if I did? Yes, essentially I do.
Life is full of a lessons, I can't apologize for the fact that im only 20 and I care about things other people my age don't. The majority of my company = adults. And it's been that way for a while.
But really...what else did California teach me?
Well, the women are something else of this world. Unforgettable? Ahh, not quite. The only difference between a California Girl and any other girl in the states is their advanced cultural knowledge. That is what I learned here. And its not bad, but it speaks volumes on what matters here.
And unfortunately, that doesn't seem to consist of much.
Did I learn to love anybody in California? Actually I did! And at this moment im falling in love with quite a few people. Not all of them will last as friends but the one's that matter will. The one's that don't weren't a waste of my time though...they taught me a lesson that I either learned as we parted ways, or something I picked up on at a later time in my life.
Plenty of memories, good times, bad times, influenced times, sex, love, hate, jealousy, confusion, joy. Everything that makes us human, so of course it did all count.
But to end this Note...and there will be more to come, I have a rather unique confession to make. Before I moved here, I had what I imagined to be "a heart of gold". I didn't stop caring, I can still love people and help people out as much as I did before. BUT............
The MOST IMPORTANT THING California taught me...thus far?
Is to NEVER be afraid of telling someone "FUCK YOU!"
Haha. Philly still got the soul in this brother though, don't worry. I won't change too much. But when I do come back....................................im bringing something with me. Something I should have brought with me a long time ago.
To be continued.............PEACE SON!!!
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Big Boi : Sir Luscious Leftoof; Son Of Chico Dusty Album Review
First let me start this off by proclaiming how excited I am to review this album. Im pretty big on Outkast so to get news on an album like this...def. something I had to get in on.
1.Feel Me - ?/10
Just a dope little intro with that classic 'kast sound...piano...guitar wang...vocoder done properly...sounds like Sleepy Brown doing what he does best...can't really rate it, its a good way to start this album of though.
2.Daddy Fat Sax - 9.5/10
Big busting out the gates with this one...production is super...content wise its just him doing what he does..."i write knockout songs you write punchlines for money" = ain't that the damn truth. The chorus samples B-Real which sounds like it was off the cut he did on Stankonia. Dopeness...
3.Turns Me On - 10+
Wow. I don't know how to explain the awesomeness of this song...the beat is painfully smooth, the keys, the synths, the bassline oozes sex...this is some shit you close the curtains too. Sleepy Brown murks the chorus (as always) Big Boi delivers verse after verse of slickness...the beat compliments his vocals and vice versa..."callin out my name when i ask her "who's is this?"" now ya see...that's just righteous, man...lol. Something freaks of both sexes can appreciate...
4.Follow us - 10+
Im trying to keep my review as unbiased as I can. But seriously, this shit is fuckin hot! I mean, im not going to try to sound professional for this particular song, im gonna keep it 19 years old. This shit is just dope...the beat has some knockin drums, the bass is thumping...the synths are all put together correctly...the way certain horns come in and out...Big Boi delivers as always...Vonnegutt almost sounds out of place until you realize this is an Outkast song (essentially) and than you realize how dope the collabo is when it all falls down...some down south hip hop revival shit.
5.Shutterbugg - 10+
The first time I heard this song I liked it. After the 5th listen I still liked it. Is it good under the influence? = Even better. lol. I could compare this to "The Way You Move", but I won't. It's almost better...(yeah, its that good). It sounds like Big Boi is still evolving...the way he structures songs, the transitions of the production...and for being 16 years in the game that's saying alot of things...unfortunately this song prob. won't be as much of a smash as TWYM...because well, the times have changed. Regardless, for a hip hop head like me...this will be enjoyed all summer and next summer. Spkrbxx/TLB lasted me 8 years...this one should do about the same
6.General Patton - 9.2
At first listen, I wasn't too crazy about this song. I knew I had to give it a few listens and take my time on it...which I did. Good thing I did...it grew on me and now reminds me of some Southernplayalistic 2010 shit...its dirty south hardcore rap. The beat knocks, Big Boi carries a kingpin complex (which he put work in for). Once again, the whole mood of this song just sounds like Big trying to revive a lost history of culture...Big Rube at the end def. puts the sprinkles on this fuckin cupcake. "if we just stop lying"....now ain't THAT the truth...this half of the 'Kast obviously cares about the youth still...
7.Tangerine - 10+
I remember seeing a clip of Big Boi and Killer Mike bumping this out of an SUV and the audio quality may have been weak but holy shit it sounded like it banged. And yep, it sure does. You really need to understand how incredible of a knocker this song is...Big Boi delivers the top verse (im not a fan of T.I.) The beat thumps...dirty south banger.
8.You Ain't No DJ - 9.6
Andre 3K on the boards...ahh its so refreshing to hear Andre pumping some heat rocks like this. The beat is superior first of all...Big Boi droppin witty lines...the flow is clean as can be...his presence is felt like none else...the adlibs are creative with dog barks and alien "greetings" included. The chorus is fresh, nothing too crazy but it provides the right backdrop. Yelawolf is quickly becomming one of my fav newcomers...great scit-scatter flow. Both of the MC's attribute great verses, but the chorus and song title don't match the content, which would have made this song a complete 10 to me...
9.Hustle Blood - 8.5
This one had to grow on me as well, of course I heard the album first on headphones so I wasn't aware of how solid every single production on the album really was. Jamie Foxx delivers a proper vocal verse to start the song off...chorus is good...Big Boi doubles the flow (which was very necessary for this production in particular) The first verse is full of swag...this guy knows what he's doing. The charisma...the way he builds verses...the transitions of the songs, its not your typical Verse/Chorus/Verse/Chorus/Verse/Chorus patterns either...good song to bump in the whip. Not exactly sure what the song's about, but I believe it's about a girl falling for a hustler.
10.Be Still - 10
The production is flashy, snappy, electric, dreamlike...Janelle Monae is extremely talented. The chorus is great, Big Boi delivers as expected, you really oughta wonder what Andre would sound like on these songs and the possibility of how much more amazing of an album this would have been with his flow complimenting each track. But the guest features are def. appreciated and get the job done. I like this song alot in particular, sounds like Janelle is advising young hearts out there to take it easy and don't just throw their love around...which is a message that should be spread alot more through mainstream music.
11.Fo Yo Sorrows - 10+
George Clinton is dope, Sam Chris lays down a smooth hook, Too Short does just enough to compliment the song. The production is insane...some lala burning shit. Weed anthem? : Check. Big Boi rides the beat with a fluid-smooth delivery...it's just another dope track where Big Boi is droppin some truth hurts kind of shit...reminding us whats wrong and right from his perspective, and in all honesty, his opinion sounds pretty justified.
12.Night Night - 10+
The whole execution of this song is flawless. The production is electric, alive, vibrant, uptempo, just the way you want Outkast music. The transitions are clear, the song melodies are clean, Big Boi keeping it real as can possibly be kept. That freestyle he spit in walmart about a year ago on youtube? Yeah, its on here too lol. Only true 'Kast fans know what im talking about...the beat drops out at the perfect moment as well. See, the mood control is also flawless...B.o.B does a good job on the chorus as well. I love the energy of this track...
13.Shine Blockas - 10++ (Pick Of The Album)
Man, this song just feels so right. The second you hear the soulful beat, its apparent that Big Boi is still colder than polar bears toe nail, fuck thats an understatement. The production is foolishly smooth, Gucci Mane of all people actually sounds good on the chorus and his verse is equally entertaining. Big Boi takes the 3rd verse to the next level, as the organs come in...man, chills all up the back. Just imagine if this song was the #1 song in america instead of Black Eyed Peas or some bullshit...no disrespect to BEP, but this shit right here is just...this would have been treated differently 10 years ago. That's all I can say. I appreciate this song to the fullest. I get it...lol
14.The Train Pt.II - 10
"Kids common sense aint common when your minds stuck". This song sounds like a continuation of General Patton and The Train...Big Boi wants to educate and entertain and this he does successful. What he's saying is true...these rappers complain when they get locked up for some bullshit but when you talk about how gangsta you are on every track what do you expect the public's perception of you to be? Be about it. And you gotta respect that...the production is great too. On some ATLIens shit...the mambo shit at the end is pretty cool too lol.
15.Back Up Plan - 10
Excellent way to end an already solid album! The production knocks, the chorus is smooth, almost reminds me of "Morris Brown" (tempo wise and structure). I like how he doesn't try to get all serious or conscious on the outro...which is just so repetitive especially for a veteran such as Big Boi. The song is fun, and that's what makes this album so great. Is because there isn't really a certain message to be learned here...the only clear indication is that HIP HOP CAN STILL BE FUN, FRESH, FUNKY AND CREATIVE at the same time! And thank the universe we have Outkast (especially Big Boi) to remind us. Thanks Big Boi, you got me excited for hip hop again!
OVERALL - 9.6
This album is close to classic. If we would have had some Andre verses and a couple little loose ends tied together, than id say its completely flawless. Im not saying Big Boi can't put an album together on his own (this shit is hotter than anything that came out in 2010 so far...BOB, Eminem, you name it) but if you have been following Outkast as long as I have...sometimes even the stellar guests (Yelawolf, Janelle Monae, Sleepy Brown) just can't seem to replace the chemistry him and Andre had together. All I can say is im glad I ordered this CD off Amazon and I hope anyone out there reading this does the same.
BONUS TRACKS
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Lookin For Ya - 10++
Theme Song - 8.5
Dubbz - 9.5
Royal Flush - 10+
1.Feel Me - ?/10
Just a dope little intro with that classic 'kast sound...piano...guitar wang...vocoder done properly...sounds like Sleepy Brown doing what he does best...can't really rate it, its a good way to start this album of though.
2.Daddy Fat Sax - 9.5/10
Big busting out the gates with this one...production is super...content wise its just him doing what he does..."i write knockout songs you write punchlines for money" = ain't that the damn truth. The chorus samples B-Real which sounds like it was off the cut he did on Stankonia. Dopeness...
3.Turns Me On - 10+
Wow. I don't know how to explain the awesomeness of this song...the beat is painfully smooth, the keys, the synths, the bassline oozes sex...this is some shit you close the curtains too. Sleepy Brown murks the chorus (as always) Big Boi delivers verse after verse of slickness...the beat compliments his vocals and vice versa..."callin out my name when i ask her "who's is this?"" now ya see...that's just righteous, man...lol. Something freaks of both sexes can appreciate...
4.Follow us - 10+
Im trying to keep my review as unbiased as I can. But seriously, this shit is fuckin hot! I mean, im not going to try to sound professional for this particular song, im gonna keep it 19 years old. This shit is just dope...the beat has some knockin drums, the bass is thumping...the synths are all put together correctly...the way certain horns come in and out...Big Boi delivers as always...Vonnegutt almost sounds out of place until you realize this is an Outkast song (essentially) and than you realize how dope the collabo is when it all falls down...some down south hip hop revival shit.
5.Shutterbugg - 10+
The first time I heard this song I liked it. After the 5th listen I still liked it. Is it good under the influence? = Even better. lol. I could compare this to "The Way You Move", but I won't. It's almost better...(yeah, its that good). It sounds like Big Boi is still evolving...the way he structures songs, the transitions of the production...and for being 16 years in the game that's saying alot of things...unfortunately this song prob. won't be as much of a smash as TWYM...because well, the times have changed. Regardless, for a hip hop head like me...this will be enjoyed all summer and next summer. Spkrbxx/TLB lasted me 8 years...this one should do about the same
6.General Patton - 9.2
At first listen, I wasn't too crazy about this song. I knew I had to give it a few listens and take my time on it...which I did. Good thing I did...it grew on me and now reminds me of some Southernplayalistic 2010 shit...its dirty south hardcore rap. The beat knocks, Big Boi carries a kingpin complex (which he put work in for). Once again, the whole mood of this song just sounds like Big trying to revive a lost history of culture...Big Rube at the end def. puts the sprinkles on this fuckin cupcake. "if we just stop lying"....now ain't THAT the truth...this half of the 'Kast obviously cares about the youth still...
7.Tangerine - 10+
I remember seeing a clip of Big Boi and Killer Mike bumping this out of an SUV and the audio quality may have been weak but holy shit it sounded like it banged. And yep, it sure does. You really need to understand how incredible of a knocker this song is...Big Boi delivers the top verse (im not a fan of T.I.) The beat thumps...dirty south banger.
8.You Ain't No DJ - 9.6
Andre 3K on the boards...ahh its so refreshing to hear Andre pumping some heat rocks like this. The beat is superior first of all...Big Boi droppin witty lines...the flow is clean as can be...his presence is felt like none else...the adlibs are creative with dog barks and alien "greetings" included. The chorus is fresh, nothing too crazy but it provides the right backdrop. Yelawolf is quickly becomming one of my fav newcomers...great scit-scatter flow. Both of the MC's attribute great verses, but the chorus and song title don't match the content, which would have made this song a complete 10 to me...
9.Hustle Blood - 8.5
This one had to grow on me as well, of course I heard the album first on headphones so I wasn't aware of how solid every single production on the album really was. Jamie Foxx delivers a proper vocal verse to start the song off...chorus is good...Big Boi doubles the flow (which was very necessary for this production in particular) The first verse is full of swag...this guy knows what he's doing. The charisma...the way he builds verses...the transitions of the songs, its not your typical Verse/Chorus/Verse/Chorus/Verse/Chorus patterns either...good song to bump in the whip. Not exactly sure what the song's about, but I believe it's about a girl falling for a hustler.
10.Be Still - 10
The production is flashy, snappy, electric, dreamlike...Janelle Monae is extremely talented. The chorus is great, Big Boi delivers as expected, you really oughta wonder what Andre would sound like on these songs and the possibility of how much more amazing of an album this would have been with his flow complimenting each track. But the guest features are def. appreciated and get the job done. I like this song alot in particular, sounds like Janelle is advising young hearts out there to take it easy and don't just throw their love around...which is a message that should be spread alot more through mainstream music.
11.Fo Yo Sorrows - 10+
George Clinton is dope, Sam Chris lays down a smooth hook, Too Short does just enough to compliment the song. The production is insane...some lala burning shit. Weed anthem? : Check. Big Boi rides the beat with a fluid-smooth delivery...it's just another dope track where Big Boi is droppin some truth hurts kind of shit...reminding us whats wrong and right from his perspective, and in all honesty, his opinion sounds pretty justified.
12.Night Night - 10+
The whole execution of this song is flawless. The production is electric, alive, vibrant, uptempo, just the way you want Outkast music. The transitions are clear, the song melodies are clean, Big Boi keeping it real as can possibly be kept. That freestyle he spit in walmart about a year ago on youtube? Yeah, its on here too lol. Only true 'Kast fans know what im talking about...the beat drops out at the perfect moment as well. See, the mood control is also flawless...B.o.B does a good job on the chorus as well. I love the energy of this track...
13.Shine Blockas - 10++ (Pick Of The Album)
Man, this song just feels so right. The second you hear the soulful beat, its apparent that Big Boi is still colder than polar bears toe nail, fuck thats an understatement. The production is foolishly smooth, Gucci Mane of all people actually sounds good on the chorus and his verse is equally entertaining. Big Boi takes the 3rd verse to the next level, as the organs come in...man, chills all up the back. Just imagine if this song was the #1 song in america instead of Black Eyed Peas or some bullshit...no disrespect to BEP, but this shit right here is just...this would have been treated differently 10 years ago. That's all I can say. I appreciate this song to the fullest. I get it...lol
14.The Train Pt.II - 10
"Kids common sense aint common when your minds stuck". This song sounds like a continuation of General Patton and The Train...Big Boi wants to educate and entertain and this he does successful. What he's saying is true...these rappers complain when they get locked up for some bullshit but when you talk about how gangsta you are on every track what do you expect the public's perception of you to be? Be about it. And you gotta respect that...the production is great too. On some ATLIens shit...the mambo shit at the end is pretty cool too lol.
15.Back Up Plan - 10
Excellent way to end an already solid album! The production knocks, the chorus is smooth, almost reminds me of "Morris Brown" (tempo wise and structure). I like how he doesn't try to get all serious or conscious on the outro...which is just so repetitive especially for a veteran such as Big Boi. The song is fun, and that's what makes this album so great. Is because there isn't really a certain message to be learned here...the only clear indication is that HIP HOP CAN STILL BE FUN, FRESH, FUNKY AND CREATIVE at the same time! And thank the universe we have Outkast (especially Big Boi) to remind us. Thanks Big Boi, you got me excited for hip hop again!
OVERALL - 9.6
This album is close to classic. If we would have had some Andre verses and a couple little loose ends tied together, than id say its completely flawless. Im not saying Big Boi can't put an album together on his own (this shit is hotter than anything that came out in 2010 so far...BOB, Eminem, you name it) but if you have been following Outkast as long as I have...sometimes even the stellar guests (Yelawolf, Janelle Monae, Sleepy Brown) just can't seem to replace the chemistry him and Andre had together. All I can say is im glad I ordered this CD off Amazon and I hope anyone out there reading this does the same.
BONUS TRACKS
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Lookin For Ya - 10++
Theme Song - 8.5
Dubbz - 9.5
Royal Flush - 10+
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Law Of Love Coming June 23rd! / Eminem's "Recovery" Review
Ill be posting more details asap =)
For now, check out:
NIKOPRODUCTIONS.YOLASITE.COM
But I also wanna take a minute to give a quick review of Eminems new album...
This is all based on my 5th listen of each individual track. So it had time to really soak in on my opinions
1.Cold Wind Blows - 8.6
Scathing intro track, solid production, great hook, basically Em getting back to business. I would have enjoyed a proper intro though...Em is kinda known for his entertaining skits and I like skits...they make albums feel like albums. But its very clear this whole cd is an attempt to change the old and bring in the new...
2.Talkin To Myself ft.Kobe - 9.0
The good old marshall mathers-esque guitar riffs start the beat off right...the snares share too much of a resemblance to the previous song but is necessary cuz the beat is pretty busy. On this track em showcases his true emotions...very honest, admitting he almost dissed lil wayne and kanye west and than believes if he did (since proof wasn't around to stop him) that he would have "gotten his ass handed to him" LOL c'mon Slim Shady thats being kind of modest buddy. Alot of people tend to agree that he was kind of being too nice with that line lol...but remember, this is the album representing the "new" Marshall Mathers.
3.On Fire - 10
Wow, I don't know how to explain how much this song kicks ass. The beat slaps, the rhymes are put together neatly as Eminem once again slaps rappers around with his creative and vivid imagination. Sounds as if the same spirit from the Slim Shady LP and Marshall Mathers LP time-traveled into the future and recorded this shit through eminems physical body. Crazy
4.Won't Back Down ft.Pink - 10
I liked this song from the first time I heard it, honestly. Hardcore rock/rap beat. Good bounce, Pink kills the chorus. The song is basically a continuation of "On Fire" where Eminem attempts to reclaim his crown as the hardest white boy in the game and succeeds exceptionally well.
5.W.T.P (White Trash Party) - 7.6
When the beat started, the first time listening I was like what the fuck is this? But after the lyrics depicted a story about trailer trash whores and trash bags and broken down cars full of junk worthy of being showcased on "Hoarders", it becomes apparent the whole song is Eminem just having fun again. The instrumental has a club feel, but the humor of the whole content kind of subtracts from the oddness of him using it and sounds like it would make for a hilarious video. This sounds like it would have been the first single for the album if Eminem followed his regular routine for single release.
6.Going Through Changes - 9.2
He starts off the song giving a minute shoutout to Philly through a metaphor so I just had to point that out first, lol. But the beat/sample is reminiscent of "Beautiful" on the Relapse album. Very heartfelt lyrics...also reminds me of "Deja Vu" from his previous release, which is good in my mind since those were my two fav tracks from the album. Eminem admitting how he had easy access to drugs and used it to his advantage to run away from the death of his friend and such...contemplative lyrics. Good song overall. So far ive noticed alot of guitar in the albums production...maybe Em's trying to appeal a bit more to his rock audience more so than Relapse did.
7.Not Afraid - 8.8
This song didn't grow on me, so basically i had a certain amount of likening to it since the first listen. The production is a little plain but theres not really much else you can add to those already syrup-heavy violin-strings...thats from a producers perspective. The lyrics embody the Recovery album, its a clear demonstration of the progress he is making mentally. Trying to battle old demons and showcasing his yearning to know other people are feeling the same battle. I must point out that his flow has improved from Relapse, and that's saying alot considering Relapse was extremely lyrically on point.
8.Seduction - 7.2
Ok, so the auto-tune vocals threw me off in the beginning, very bassy beat, has a dark under-tone...the drums and the snares have echo. The ed lover line was lmao material LOL...so the song is basically Eminem getting his swag on. Its ok, weakest track on the album thus far though. The sound is proper, the rhymes are right, im just not crazy about the content. I also like how he bites Jay-Z's adlib "ahh..." in the 2nd verse, this is on the WTP tip. The song is hot, its just not as dope as the other cuts. I could def. bump this in the ride.
9.No Love ft.Lil Wayne - 9.6
At first I didn't like this song, im not a big wayne fan. But his verse grew on me, Eminems verse always was crazy to me. It mirrors the "Forever" and "Drop The World" kind of intensity. Also, I grew up on freestyle music so the fact that Just Blaze fuckin haddaway like this is remarkable lol. See that makes me respect Just Blaze even more...this song eventually became one of my favs on the album. Good chorus break down...should be a summer smash single.
10.Space Bound - 10
Instantly my faviorate song on the cd. The instrumental has a midwestern, spaced out, chilled out kinda rock-rap vibe...the emotion is very real, the build up before the chorus...the Chorus is amazing. Sends chills up my spine...the singer is apparently unlisted but sounds like it could very well be a mix of male and female vocalists. Excellent song depicting the thoughts that go through someones mind when they find they're confidence and surf back out into the the big "ocean" to find that "fish". Excellet song right here...prob. wont be a single but will always be enjoyed as a classic Eminem song.
11.Cinderlla Man - 10
Excellence. The beat alone should make your neck partially snap. Very interesting concept and title. The R&B vocals during the breaks and chorus are great as well. This is Eminem once again demonstrating his return to the passion of his music. Multi-syllables and crazy rapid-fire flows. Couple 1-syllables here and there but his voice sounds great (no homo) he's finally done with the retarded arabic accents (which didnt bug me that much, but could have done without them).
12.25 To Life - 9.5
This has a similar feel as "going through changes" mood wise. Melancholy to the fullest. At first you think its another song about Kim (which would be kind of cool considering he hasnt touched that subject since Encore) but this song is Eminem in his pure brilliance. He doesn't faintly hint to you what exactly he's talking about until the end of the song...i won't give too much about it but ill tell you that when it hit me i was impressed. Its a bittersweet love song about something/someone that means alot to him.
13.So Bad - 10
Wow since when did 3rd quarters become the highlight of the albums now a days? Very solid lineup so far. Finally Em and Dre back at it again...this was my fav. cut for the first 2 listens until Space Bound took over. The beat is a vintage Dre production, those sick Dre horns, the pumping bass kicks, the clean snares, the piano arrangement...lovely. I would have loved more dre production on the album (especially like this). This is like "One More Time" or "Crack A Bottle" on steroids time x900. The chemistry is still there for sure.
14.Almost Famous - 9.0
I really had to let this one grow on me, at first it always just reminded me of "Underground" on Relapse, like a continuation of the song. Did you want some "Eminem Show" shit? Well here ya go. The last 2 songs sound like that, exactly in many ways. It has that "curtains opening" crazy circus show shit kinda vibe. Some hard rhymes over some hardcore instrumentation. Content wise its pretty much about Fame and him regaining his spot back.
15.Love The Way You Lie ft.Rihanna - 9.0
Yeah i thought the same thing *wtf? an album ago you said "I pee on rihanna man i do what i wanna" and now your making a song with her?* Remember - This is the "new" evolved Eminem. The grown man (which not all songs indicate). But the production is great, it has that continued theme the whole album mostly contains which is heavy drums and lots of acoustic guitar riffs. Rihanna actually does a great job with the chorus, the song content fits her recent troubles as well. Which is the ups and downs of relationships and abusive situations. Def some radio shit...sonically it reminds me of "BOB - Airplanes".
16.Your Never Over - 10
At first I thought this song was mad corny...the chorus especially. But after listening to it for the 5th time I appreciate everything about it. The little synths that move from left to right panned (listen to it with headphones). The beat is great honestly, this is the most emotional song on the album. If you really pay attention to his lyrics and picture a younger man who had a strong bond with someone when he was at his lowest in life...you can't help but feel his emotion for this guy. Its refreshing to hear Eminem talk about it too, you can tell he's finally fighting his demons and to end the album with a tribute to his best friend, very humble and honest.
17.*BONUS* - Untitled - 9.4
Havoc produced madness. Basically the same thing Em did on Relapse...all of a sudden this chaotic song comes out of no where and bashes you in the face. Not too much else to say about this besides a crazy beat thats def. Eminems lane and his crazy mind going at every angle dissing Elton for the 3rd time in the album lol. And some flows that would make a Tech n9ne's mouth water (no homo, again).
Overall - 8.8
Id give it 4 stars and a quarter, its not quite 4 and a half and not 5 stars. But this is Eminem's best music since The Eminem Show. You really need to give it a few listens to truly appreciate his new sound and direction...at first I would have disregarded it as a mediocre attempt of a come back...but just because he's not Slim Shady anymore doesn't mean he fell off. He just evolved. And for an artist of Eminems caliber to evolve in this day and time...thats worth admiring.
For now, check out:
NIKOPRODUCTIONS.YOLASITE.COM
But I also wanna take a minute to give a quick review of Eminems new album...
This is all based on my 5th listen of each individual track. So it had time to really soak in on my opinions
1.Cold Wind Blows - 8.6
Scathing intro track, solid production, great hook, basically Em getting back to business. I would have enjoyed a proper intro though...Em is kinda known for his entertaining skits and I like skits...they make albums feel like albums. But its very clear this whole cd is an attempt to change the old and bring in the new...
2.Talkin To Myself ft.Kobe - 9.0
The good old marshall mathers-esque guitar riffs start the beat off right...the snares share too much of a resemblance to the previous song but is necessary cuz the beat is pretty busy. On this track em showcases his true emotions...very honest, admitting he almost dissed lil wayne and kanye west and than believes if he did (since proof wasn't around to stop him) that he would have "gotten his ass handed to him" LOL c'mon Slim Shady thats being kind of modest buddy. Alot of people tend to agree that he was kind of being too nice with that line lol...but remember, this is the album representing the "new" Marshall Mathers.
3.On Fire - 10
Wow, I don't know how to explain how much this song kicks ass. The beat slaps, the rhymes are put together neatly as Eminem once again slaps rappers around with his creative and vivid imagination. Sounds as if the same spirit from the Slim Shady LP and Marshall Mathers LP time-traveled into the future and recorded this shit through eminems physical body. Crazy
4.Won't Back Down ft.Pink - 10
I liked this song from the first time I heard it, honestly. Hardcore rock/rap beat. Good bounce, Pink kills the chorus. The song is basically a continuation of "On Fire" where Eminem attempts to reclaim his crown as the hardest white boy in the game and succeeds exceptionally well.
5.W.T.P (White Trash Party) - 7.6
When the beat started, the first time listening I was like what the fuck is this? But after the lyrics depicted a story about trailer trash whores and trash bags and broken down cars full of junk worthy of being showcased on "Hoarders", it becomes apparent the whole song is Eminem just having fun again. The instrumental has a club feel, but the humor of the whole content kind of subtracts from the oddness of him using it and sounds like it would make for a hilarious video. This sounds like it would have been the first single for the album if Eminem followed his regular routine for single release.
6.Going Through Changes - 9.2
He starts off the song giving a minute shoutout to Philly through a metaphor so I just had to point that out first, lol. But the beat/sample is reminiscent of "Beautiful" on the Relapse album. Very heartfelt lyrics...also reminds me of "Deja Vu" from his previous release, which is good in my mind since those were my two fav tracks from the album. Eminem admitting how he had easy access to drugs and used it to his advantage to run away from the death of his friend and such...contemplative lyrics. Good song overall. So far ive noticed alot of guitar in the albums production...maybe Em's trying to appeal a bit more to his rock audience more so than Relapse did.
7.Not Afraid - 8.8
This song didn't grow on me, so basically i had a certain amount of likening to it since the first listen. The production is a little plain but theres not really much else you can add to those already syrup-heavy violin-strings...thats from a producers perspective. The lyrics embody the Recovery album, its a clear demonstration of the progress he is making mentally. Trying to battle old demons and showcasing his yearning to know other people are feeling the same battle. I must point out that his flow has improved from Relapse, and that's saying alot considering Relapse was extremely lyrically on point.
8.Seduction - 7.2
Ok, so the auto-tune vocals threw me off in the beginning, very bassy beat, has a dark under-tone...the drums and the snares have echo. The ed lover line was lmao material LOL...so the song is basically Eminem getting his swag on. Its ok, weakest track on the album thus far though. The sound is proper, the rhymes are right, im just not crazy about the content. I also like how he bites Jay-Z's adlib "ahh..." in the 2nd verse, this is on the WTP tip. The song is hot, its just not as dope as the other cuts. I could def. bump this in the ride.
9.No Love ft.Lil Wayne - 9.6
At first I didn't like this song, im not a big wayne fan. But his verse grew on me, Eminems verse always was crazy to me. It mirrors the "Forever" and "Drop The World" kind of intensity. Also, I grew up on freestyle music so the fact that Just Blaze fuckin haddaway like this is remarkable lol. See that makes me respect Just Blaze even more...this song eventually became one of my favs on the album. Good chorus break down...should be a summer smash single.
10.Space Bound - 10
Instantly my faviorate song on the cd. The instrumental has a midwestern, spaced out, chilled out kinda rock-rap vibe...the emotion is very real, the build up before the chorus...the Chorus is amazing. Sends chills up my spine...the singer is apparently unlisted but sounds like it could very well be a mix of male and female vocalists. Excellent song depicting the thoughts that go through someones mind when they find they're confidence and surf back out into the the big "ocean" to find that "fish". Excellet song right here...prob. wont be a single but will always be enjoyed as a classic Eminem song.
11.Cinderlla Man - 10
Excellence. The beat alone should make your neck partially snap. Very interesting concept and title. The R&B vocals during the breaks and chorus are great as well. This is Eminem once again demonstrating his return to the passion of his music. Multi-syllables and crazy rapid-fire flows. Couple 1-syllables here and there but his voice sounds great (no homo) he's finally done with the retarded arabic accents (which didnt bug me that much, but could have done without them).
12.25 To Life - 9.5
This has a similar feel as "going through changes" mood wise. Melancholy to the fullest. At first you think its another song about Kim (which would be kind of cool considering he hasnt touched that subject since Encore) but this song is Eminem in his pure brilliance. He doesn't faintly hint to you what exactly he's talking about until the end of the song...i won't give too much about it but ill tell you that when it hit me i was impressed. Its a bittersweet love song about something/someone that means alot to him.
13.So Bad - 10
Wow since when did 3rd quarters become the highlight of the albums now a days? Very solid lineup so far. Finally Em and Dre back at it again...this was my fav. cut for the first 2 listens until Space Bound took over. The beat is a vintage Dre production, those sick Dre horns, the pumping bass kicks, the clean snares, the piano arrangement...lovely. I would have loved more dre production on the album (especially like this). This is like "One More Time" or "Crack A Bottle" on steroids time x900. The chemistry is still there for sure.
14.Almost Famous - 9.0
I really had to let this one grow on me, at first it always just reminded me of "Underground" on Relapse, like a continuation of the song. Did you want some "Eminem Show" shit? Well here ya go. The last 2 songs sound like that, exactly in many ways. It has that "curtains opening" crazy circus show shit kinda vibe. Some hard rhymes over some hardcore instrumentation. Content wise its pretty much about Fame and him regaining his spot back.
15.Love The Way You Lie ft.Rihanna - 9.0
Yeah i thought the same thing *wtf? an album ago you said "I pee on rihanna man i do what i wanna" and now your making a song with her?* Remember - This is the "new" evolved Eminem. The grown man (which not all songs indicate). But the production is great, it has that continued theme the whole album mostly contains which is heavy drums and lots of acoustic guitar riffs. Rihanna actually does a great job with the chorus, the song content fits her recent troubles as well. Which is the ups and downs of relationships and abusive situations. Def some radio shit...sonically it reminds me of "BOB - Airplanes".
16.Your Never Over - 10
At first I thought this song was mad corny...the chorus especially. But after listening to it for the 5th time I appreciate everything about it. The little synths that move from left to right panned (listen to it with headphones). The beat is great honestly, this is the most emotional song on the album. If you really pay attention to his lyrics and picture a younger man who had a strong bond with someone when he was at his lowest in life...you can't help but feel his emotion for this guy. Its refreshing to hear Eminem talk about it too, you can tell he's finally fighting his demons and to end the album with a tribute to his best friend, very humble and honest.
17.*BONUS* - Untitled - 9.4
Havoc produced madness. Basically the same thing Em did on Relapse...all of a sudden this chaotic song comes out of no where and bashes you in the face. Not too much else to say about this besides a crazy beat thats def. Eminems lane and his crazy mind going at every angle dissing Elton for the 3rd time in the album lol. And some flows that would make a Tech n9ne's mouth water (no homo, again).
Overall - 8.8
Id give it 4 stars and a quarter, its not quite 4 and a half and not 5 stars. But this is Eminem's best music since The Eminem Show. You really need to give it a few listens to truly appreciate his new sound and direction...at first I would have disregarded it as a mediocre attempt of a come back...but just because he's not Slim Shady anymore doesn't mean he fell off. He just evolved. And for an artist of Eminems caliber to evolve in this day and time...thats worth admiring.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Fallen Angels...
Me talking to myself via text......
Music.
Business.
Money.
Love.
It's not all about business, promoting my shows, shoving my new songs down your throat, boasting about shows and all that bullshit.
What does any of it really mean? Incase some of my listeners aren't aware (ill let you know something about this hip hop game).
Its all about money.
And im not complaining, its how business works. But don't ever come into this "game" thinking your ability to make word rhymes will grant you success. And lying about it is even worse, of course, adding to your success is also kind of lame. (why tell the world you climbed a mountain when it was only a hill?)
Am I trying to get Vagina? Money? Fame?
No, im not. Why? Because those are only temporary lusts. I want something bigger, something eternal.
I don't have anything to prove to anyone, I remember the mind set I had when I started writing hip hop lyrics...there was so much pressure, I had to prove myself to someone.
I guess I already did, to myself atleast. Now I can write songs about whatever I want and could care less if it tarnishes this imaginary "reputation" so many of us seem to care about so much about.
So in conclusion ; my new song is titled "Fallen Angels" and its about women who have been through abusive relationships of any kinds (lover, parental, sibling, friends, legal). You may not care about me specifically (and im a stranger to you, so that's acceptable) but I have a soft spot in my heart for good women who get treated like shit.
Us men like to bitch and complain about how we can't get good women because were too fucking busy chasing whores. Not all of us, no. But the one's who are COMPLAINING about it, yes.
I too, have spent a fair amount of time lusting after a womans body. And it really leads to no where...penis, vagina, warmth, explosion, heart beat slows down, smoke a joint, eat something, do it again, go to bed? I mean, im 20 at this period of life and im already over it.
I can see myself wanting kids in 5 years.
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So look out for my new song and please let me know what you think in this blog or in my comment section. My good friend Bryan aka R3dRum is featured on it and it will be available for free download on the Dr.Green Light Project
Also - The Petey Pablo show was a success! I will post a video of the Experience. I also have RBX lined up soon.
And possible opening performances for:
Layzie Bone
Immortal Technique
Three 6 Mafia
Rappin 4-Tay
Stay safe world.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Niko Opening Up For Petey Pablo May 20th!
Exciting news guys!!!
When
May 20, 2010 8:00 pm (Thursday)
Where
Woodies Sports Bar
717 North Escondido Boulevard
Escondido, CA 92025
Tickets are $12.50 and can be purchased here
(Enter this URL into your browser)
nikoproductions.yolasite.com
The purchase link is on the right hand side all you have to do is click "Add To Cart" than it will direct you to another page where you proceed to check out than if you dont have a paypal account you will see
Don't have a PayPal account?
Use your credit card or bank account (where available). CONTINUE
You click continue than you can purchase it there! I will receive email confirmation IMMEDIATLY and will respond the same. I will be sending tickets out the SAME DAY you order it and if you have any problems with the process message me directly and ill help ya out!
I really need your guys help with this one to bust my ass through the damn doors finally and show these A&R's and big record executives how a dangerous young microphone fiend is supposed to rock a crowd!!
Also, if your not familiar with my music but you like Hip Hop...I am 99.9% sure that if you listen to a song or two of mine on my page you will be a fan! I put my everything into my music and if you can vibe along to it and want to help a young upcoming artist demonstrate that IT IS Possible to defy the odds and make something big happen without no strings attached...we can do this people!! Positive Hip Hop is finally seeing the Light of day...lets flush out the garbage and take it back to the essence of importance, which I attempt with every molecule of my energy to attribute to my musical message.
ALSO
If you do buy a ticket you will receive a FREE 22-TRACK Mixtape entitled "The Dr.Green Light Project" which I have been working on very hard in the lab for the past few months as a token of my appreciation to anyone that contributes to this musical movement.
When
May 20, 2010 8:00 pm (Thursday)
Where
Woodies Sports Bar
717 North Escondido Boulevard
Escondido, CA 92025
Tickets are $12.50 and can be purchased here
(Enter this URL into your browser)
nikoproductions.yolasite.com
The purchase link is on the right hand side all you have to do is click "Add To Cart" than it will direct you to another page where you proceed to check out than if you dont have a paypal account you will see
Don't have a PayPal account?
Use your credit card or bank account (where available). CONTINUE
You click continue than you can purchase it there! I will receive email confirmation IMMEDIATLY and will respond the same. I will be sending tickets out the SAME DAY you order it and if you have any problems with the process message me directly and ill help ya out!
I really need your guys help with this one to bust my ass through the damn doors finally and show these A&R's and big record executives how a dangerous young microphone fiend is supposed to rock a crowd!!
Also, if your not familiar with my music but you like Hip Hop...I am 99.9% sure that if you listen to a song or two of mine on my page you will be a fan! I put my everything into my music and if you can vibe along to it and want to help a young upcoming artist demonstrate that IT IS Possible to defy the odds and make something big happen without no strings attached...we can do this people!! Positive Hip Hop is finally seeing the Light of day...lets flush out the garbage and take it back to the essence of importance, which I attempt with every molecule of my energy to attribute to my musical message.
ALSO
If you do buy a ticket you will receive a FREE 22-TRACK Mixtape entitled "The Dr.Green Light Project" which I have been working on very hard in the lab for the past few months as a token of my appreciation to anyone that contributes to this musical movement.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Beautiful Woman
I stumbled across this video on youtube after watching the horror of Christina Aguliera's attempt to be Lady Gaga. And i must say...it caught my attention for the right reasons.
She starts off walking down the street...you think its gonna cut off and go into a scene of her in an apartment singing a song to the atmosphere perhaps...gazing out...but no, she keeps walking..
And than she starts taking her clothes off...article by article...revealing her complete figure, breasts and genitals included.
Some people may not think its necessary.
However, if you perceived the video through the same eyes that I did, you got the message.
We are ashamed of what we are.
We choose to move in groups because we fear being different
Its basically a middle finger "fuck you" to the constraints of society.
That illusion we all live in and are blinded by to some extent.
Erykah...5 points for individuality!
Its expected though, people are making a fuss of the video.
She is beautiful.
Her nude body is presented with pride.
We are the fools that choose to perceive everything with false eyes.
But when Lady Gaga shoves her punani in front of the camera its cool right? Yeah, its cool because its about selling sex.
But when a brown skin woman shows her naked body off in a video with a message its "controversial" and "unsettling". But it could also be the location of the video...which some consider "sacred grounds" for political reasons.
The choir being preached to is all that matters. And we will continue singing the songs in the proper form. More power to Erykah!
PS - BIG NEWS COMING SOON...
She starts off walking down the street...you think its gonna cut off and go into a scene of her in an apartment singing a song to the atmosphere perhaps...gazing out...but no, she keeps walking..
And than she starts taking her clothes off...article by article...revealing her complete figure, breasts and genitals included.
Some people may not think its necessary.
However, if you perceived the video through the same eyes that I did, you got the message.
We are ashamed of what we are.
We choose to move in groups because we fear being different
Its basically a middle finger "fuck you" to the constraints of society.
That illusion we all live in and are blinded by to some extent.
Erykah...5 points for individuality!
Its expected though, people are making a fuss of the video.
She is beautiful.
Her nude body is presented with pride.
We are the fools that choose to perceive everything with false eyes.
But when Lady Gaga shoves her punani in front of the camera its cool right? Yeah, its cool because its about selling sex.
But when a brown skin woman shows her naked body off in a video with a message its "controversial" and "unsettling". But it could also be the location of the video...which some consider "sacred grounds" for political reasons.
The choir being preached to is all that matters. And we will continue singing the songs in the proper form. More power to Erykah!
PS - BIG NEWS COMING SOON...
Friday, April 2, 2010
Generation "Y"
Listen Here : http://www.myspace.com/thought2009
Generation Y is my generation.
We are 16 to 27 years old (according to Stephanie Armour, USA TODAY)
We are 70 million strong and growing fast still.
We grew up with technology advancing.
We also have grown comfortable around it.
The previous generation often looks to US for guidance on how to use it.
There are many different ideologies on what we are, why we are here, what the purpose is and isn't. But what remains clear, is that we all share alot in common. We have strong minds, we believe what we choose to, we dissect things to a science whenever we really want to analyze it, and we see people through the eyes of our own soul.
That's just my 2 cents though...and this song also touches the hypocrisy of certain people...for example...if a child born innocent is surrounded by war and learns nothing else of life...are you supposed to expect that child to grow up mimicking love and peace? No, probably not, that's not how it works. lol
I just like to see it from several perspectives...who do you really blame? The angry child or the transparent parents?
I start the song off with a little peak into my early days of entering society (catholic school, abusive teachers). If you weren't there in my life at the time, you don't remember what i've seen. If you do, than you will know exactly where I take you with those lyrics.
It than breaks into the common perceptions and deceptions of my generation. Hence "And I could be your example of what my generation is". "I" referring to the ideals being spoken beforehand.
Than I use a personal experience to capitalize on the subject...of a childhood friend who ended up in jail and how it was seen coming from miles away. Than I use the Virginia Tech situation to explain my theory that "Victims can become the biggest criminals". And this can be a victim of much darkness...being abused, raped, lied to, manipulated, neglected, emotionally and physically hurt...these people without the proper treatment (LOVE) have the tendency to become the biggest culprit in society.
Maybe adults like to have their work cut in half. And then blame musicians and television for the problems...like ok...you are the one allowing your child to sit in front of a box and watch corporate controlled advertisements that are not even subliminal enough to hide the fact that they use perversions to sell their products...like sex, violence, over-consumption and over-spending, fast food, etc... You see it, don't pretend its not there. And don't blame the government and expect them to watch your children. I have had this conversation with numerous adults and some see it differently, some could care less, its just part of conversing. Im not right, or wrong, I just "try" to give what I believe is a "positive" alternative to something that (to me) seems "negative"
That's kind of all I really wanted to get through with the song. Embody the typical kid in my generation or young adult (16-27) and ask the one's with the issues what their problems are..and 75% of the time they will tell you something based on legal issues, babydaddy / babymama drama, problems holding onto a job, family issues and things of that nature. And than pay close attention to the kind of music that sells (Eminem for example)...its the high heads showing us a mirror of what we are becomming. Not saying Eminem has bad music, in my opinion he is one of the most talented writers in history let alone "rapper". But his music sold because it connected with every person that had the same issues...and that there should sum up why he sold 50 million cds. Because that means 50 million people are in the same fucked up boat.
And those 50 million people are the majority of my generation. The young adults who have children and still don't understand what responsibility is. The young adults who can't maintain a job because to them its of no interest and they can't even pay attention to anything unless its something they have passion towards. The druggies, the drinkers, the druggie-drinkers...the sex addicts, fast food addicts...its about those people involved in my age group. And in one way or another, none of us have a clean sheet. Is it not of our nature as humans to experiment with what we think makes us happy? Without making mistakes you never learn what is right and wrong.
Also in the song contain the following lyrics and their description as listed below:
Reading people stories = Telling white lies
Making up alternate perception of your lifestyle so people think of you how you want them to.
Thinking you are evil because of how you feel...but realizing you are still connected to the prime creator (God) and its always possible to return to the light. Weather its Jesus Christ, Buddha, Allah, whatever the name or image in your head is...it all represents harmony with the acceptance of all that is and harmony with the love of yourself and everything around you. After all, it seems like (me included) many people spend alot of their life chasing dreams...these dreams of lifestyles we wish to have...this ultimate climax of achievement where we can stand tall on the top of that mountain and proclaim victory...some of us do...some of us don't...and some of us never realize that we already won.
Generation Y is my generation.
We are 16 to 27 years old (according to Stephanie Armour, USA TODAY)
We are 70 million strong and growing fast still.
We grew up with technology advancing.
We also have grown comfortable around it.
The previous generation often looks to US for guidance on how to use it.
There are many different ideologies on what we are, why we are here, what the purpose is and isn't. But what remains clear, is that we all share alot in common. We have strong minds, we believe what we choose to, we dissect things to a science whenever we really want to analyze it, and we see people through the eyes of our own soul.
That's just my 2 cents though...and this song also touches the hypocrisy of certain people...for example...if a child born innocent is surrounded by war and learns nothing else of life...are you supposed to expect that child to grow up mimicking love and peace? No, probably not, that's not how it works. lol
I just like to see it from several perspectives...who do you really blame? The angry child or the transparent parents?
I start the song off with a little peak into my early days of entering society (catholic school, abusive teachers). If you weren't there in my life at the time, you don't remember what i've seen. If you do, than you will know exactly where I take you with those lyrics.
It than breaks into the common perceptions and deceptions of my generation. Hence "And I could be your example of what my generation is". "I" referring to the ideals being spoken beforehand.
Than I use a personal experience to capitalize on the subject...of a childhood friend who ended up in jail and how it was seen coming from miles away. Than I use the Virginia Tech situation to explain my theory that "Victims can become the biggest criminals". And this can be a victim of much darkness...being abused, raped, lied to, manipulated, neglected, emotionally and physically hurt...these people without the proper treatment (LOVE) have the tendency to become the biggest culprit in society.
Maybe adults like to have their work cut in half. And then blame musicians and television for the problems...like ok...you are the one allowing your child to sit in front of a box and watch corporate controlled advertisements that are not even subliminal enough to hide the fact that they use perversions to sell their products...like sex, violence, over-consumption and over-spending, fast food, etc... You see it, don't pretend its not there. And don't blame the government and expect them to watch your children. I have had this conversation with numerous adults and some see it differently, some could care less, its just part of conversing. Im not right, or wrong, I just "try" to give what I believe is a "positive" alternative to something that (to me) seems "negative"
That's kind of all I really wanted to get through with the song. Embody the typical kid in my generation or young adult (16-27) and ask the one's with the issues what their problems are..and 75% of the time they will tell you something based on legal issues, babydaddy / babymama drama, problems holding onto a job, family issues and things of that nature. And than pay close attention to the kind of music that sells (Eminem for example)...its the high heads showing us a mirror of what we are becomming. Not saying Eminem has bad music, in my opinion he is one of the most talented writers in history let alone "rapper". But his music sold because it connected with every person that had the same issues...and that there should sum up why he sold 50 million cds. Because that means 50 million people are in the same fucked up boat.
And those 50 million people are the majority of my generation. The young adults who have children and still don't understand what responsibility is. The young adults who can't maintain a job because to them its of no interest and they can't even pay attention to anything unless its something they have passion towards. The druggies, the drinkers, the druggie-drinkers...the sex addicts, fast food addicts...its about those people involved in my age group. And in one way or another, none of us have a clean sheet. Is it not of our nature as humans to experiment with what we think makes us happy? Without making mistakes you never learn what is right and wrong.
Also in the song contain the following lyrics and their description as listed below:
Reading people stories = Telling white lies
Making up alternate perception of your lifestyle so people think of you how you want them to.
Thinking you are evil because of how you feel...but realizing you are still connected to the prime creator (God) and its always possible to return to the light. Weather its Jesus Christ, Buddha, Allah, whatever the name or image in your head is...it all represents harmony with the acceptance of all that is and harmony with the love of yourself and everything around you. After all, it seems like (me included) many people spend alot of their life chasing dreams...these dreams of lifestyles we wish to have...this ultimate climax of achievement where we can stand tall on the top of that mountain and proclaim victory...some of us do...some of us don't...and some of us never realize that we already won.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
The High Road
So
Many
Different
Metaphors
In
This
Song
I Love It
Technology = Fail
Nature = Success
Rebirth if you will.
Or that is my idea of the video.
Many
Different
Metaphors
In
This
Song
I Love It
Technology = Fail
Nature = Success
Rebirth if you will.
Or that is my idea of the video.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
Happy Valentines Day!
On this day, we celebrate what we believe is the day to show our loved ones appreciation.
However, not all of us in the world today are feeling the "LOVE".
And I, would consider myself a very SELFISH individual if I allowed the minuscule issues in my life to distract me from the bigger picture.
For example, there are a few people in my life right now that I feel as if, maybe im giving too much of myself to, and they seem to continue to let their own ideals and judgments define how they see me as a person. Which is their right, however, from my perspective they still don't see who I really am, and it upsets me to a certain extent.
But when you need to let people go, its always for the better. You might imagine it to be something else when its really not, and that's dangerous. Its healthier to just let it go and keep it moving. Some people don't appreciate shit until its gone, and they can enjoy the burden of knowing they lost something because of nothing.
So that would be my distraction, the sadness of trying to hold on to friendships that weren't meant to be. But im glad to say there are a few people in my life that show me the same respect and love back, and THOSE people I am SO THANKFUL for!!!
And on a much more important note, we can sit around and analyze life and what's wrong with our own happiness, but there is a country (HAITI) on this planet right now that could care less about Valentines Day. And they need our help, BIG TIME.
Singing "We Are The World" and donating money only can help so much. But it should be an example of what we are doing wrong in our lives...Mother Earth and Humanity are connected whether we accept it or not. And as long as we don't take care of ourselves and stop arguing over stupid shit, we're never gonna see the big picture. The End Of The World is not likely, but if it was, I would not blame some Secret Elite Cult.
Because even if they do exist, we are the one's acting foolish and buying into the stupidity and obnoxious behavior. Point the finger at YOURSELF. Be critical of your flaws, correct yourself when its necessary, and if you think im just being philosophical, well ohhhhh boy I feel bad for ya! I know there are other 20 year old men and women out there who feel me, if you don't, thats your right to not and if you do, im glad WE (reader & writer) see Eye - to - Eye.
So put your testosterone aside for today, and realize the words you use to hurt other people only reflect the self-hatridge you won't let go of. I will take my own advice as well...and remember that every day is a day to Love yourself and let others love.
However, not all of us in the world today are feeling the "LOVE".
And I, would consider myself a very SELFISH individual if I allowed the minuscule issues in my life to distract me from the bigger picture.
For example, there are a few people in my life right now that I feel as if, maybe im giving too much of myself to, and they seem to continue to let their own ideals and judgments define how they see me as a person. Which is their right, however, from my perspective they still don't see who I really am, and it upsets me to a certain extent.
But when you need to let people go, its always for the better. You might imagine it to be something else when its really not, and that's dangerous. Its healthier to just let it go and keep it moving. Some people don't appreciate shit until its gone, and they can enjoy the burden of knowing they lost something because of nothing.
So that would be my distraction, the sadness of trying to hold on to friendships that weren't meant to be. But im glad to say there are a few people in my life that show me the same respect and love back, and THOSE people I am SO THANKFUL for!!!
And on a much more important note, we can sit around and analyze life and what's wrong with our own happiness, but there is a country (HAITI) on this planet right now that could care less about Valentines Day. And they need our help, BIG TIME.
Singing "We Are The World" and donating money only can help so much. But it should be an example of what we are doing wrong in our lives...Mother Earth and Humanity are connected whether we accept it or not. And as long as we don't take care of ourselves and stop arguing over stupid shit, we're never gonna see the big picture. The End Of The World is not likely, but if it was, I would not blame some Secret Elite Cult.
Because even if they do exist, we are the one's acting foolish and buying into the stupidity and obnoxious behavior. Point the finger at YOURSELF. Be critical of your flaws, correct yourself when its necessary, and if you think im just being philosophical, well ohhhhh boy I feel bad for ya! I know there are other 20 year old men and women out there who feel me, if you don't, thats your right to not and if you do, im glad WE (reader & writer) see Eye - to - Eye.
So put your testosterone aside for today, and realize the words you use to hurt other people only reflect the self-hatridge you won't let go of. I will take my own advice as well...and remember that every day is a day to Love yourself and let others love.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Competition Does Not Exist
Saying silly things like
"im one of the best"
or
"illest"
In my book, is played out at this point in hip hop culture.
The Ego is a Rappers worst enemy. MC's don't have to worry about the Ego, because an MC isn't necessarily a story teller, an MC is more of a crowd controller which is why they are considered as the Master of "Ceremony".
Ego's are always a big reason why there is so much "beef" between rappers. Usually sensitive people, or people that tend to over-analyze everything take offense to anything that disrupts they're self-image. For example :
If I randomly said in a song, (where its obvious im talking about someone, not a group) "this rapper swag all wrong, his jersey dont match his tennis shoes" or some random shit like that...ONLY SOMEONE WHO IS SELF-CONSCIOUS ABOUT THEIR JERSEY NOT MATCHING THEIR TENNIS SHOES IS GOING TO TAKE OFFENSE TO IT.
Which in a nutshell...for people that are too numb-minded to comprehend metaphors...."rappers" should look in the mirror and ask themselves whats wrong with themselves before they state their opinion on anyone else OR take offense to Anything Anyone says...
And once you "find" yourself...you officially become a dangerous MC...you now have the ability to break down ANYONE with the confidence of knowing who you are as an artist. And that is something very few can accomplish...
If your a rapper (upcoming) and you have been doing hip hop for under 5 years, you might be tempted to identify with the "underground" illusion. But as easy as it is to point the finger at others and judge, what you might not be realizing is your judgment on other rappers is usually based on your own insecurities unless you have solid reason to diss them.
I would never dedicate a whole entire verse trying to "prove" my "theory" on why any other artist does not deserve the respect or money they acquired through music.
Flo-Rida is actually an MC most times, he is "controlling" the crowd (mostly females) during the ceremony to dance, drop it to the floor, etc....
THAT IS WHAT AN MC IS! Regardless if you disagree or not, the word "Rap" means numerous things. So don't get it twisted with all that "respect" shit...just trying to drop some jewels for anyone willing to pick them up. I wouldn't dedicate my time to writing a blog/bulletin if it wasn't intended to share useful information.
So to close this out, the reason why I don't believe "competition exists" is because, nobody is better than anyone else at doing what they do. Simple.
Some artists are just better at what THEY do. For example...2pac might not have the lyrical infrastructure that Rakim has, but nobody is better at 2pac's style than 2pac.
So only when you find your own identity will you truly continue to progress as a lyricist or storyteller or whatever you wanna call yourself.
Until then, please....don't fake the funk!
God Bless. Peace..........
Side Note : This is all based on my opinion of course, which may have flaw. Im not perfect, I do not try to be, I understand what "contradiction" is and am aware of the backlash people get for it. I never try to contradict myself...I too analyze alot in life, but my intention is usually my driving force...so before you (the reader) create your own judgment on this blog or any of my previous ones, please keep in mind what the intention of words are. Not everything in life has only "face" value.
:)
"im one of the best"
or
"illest"
In my book, is played out at this point in hip hop culture.
The Ego is a Rappers worst enemy. MC's don't have to worry about the Ego, because an MC isn't necessarily a story teller, an MC is more of a crowd controller which is why they are considered as the Master of "Ceremony".
Ego's are always a big reason why there is so much "beef" between rappers. Usually sensitive people, or people that tend to over-analyze everything take offense to anything that disrupts they're self-image. For example :
If I randomly said in a song, (where its obvious im talking about someone, not a group) "this rapper swag all wrong, his jersey dont match his tennis shoes" or some random shit like that...ONLY SOMEONE WHO IS SELF-CONSCIOUS ABOUT THEIR JERSEY NOT MATCHING THEIR TENNIS SHOES IS GOING TO TAKE OFFENSE TO IT.
Which in a nutshell...for people that are too numb-minded to comprehend metaphors...."rappers" should look in the mirror and ask themselves whats wrong with themselves before they state their opinion on anyone else OR take offense to Anything Anyone says...
And once you "find" yourself...you officially become a dangerous MC...you now have the ability to break down ANYONE with the confidence of knowing who you are as an artist. And that is something very few can accomplish...
If your a rapper (upcoming) and you have been doing hip hop for under 5 years, you might be tempted to identify with the "underground" illusion. But as easy as it is to point the finger at others and judge, what you might not be realizing is your judgment on other rappers is usually based on your own insecurities unless you have solid reason to diss them.
I would never dedicate a whole entire verse trying to "prove" my "theory" on why any other artist does not deserve the respect or money they acquired through music.
Flo-Rida is actually an MC most times, he is "controlling" the crowd (mostly females) during the ceremony to dance, drop it to the floor, etc....
THAT IS WHAT AN MC IS! Regardless if you disagree or not, the word "Rap" means numerous things. So don't get it twisted with all that "respect" shit...just trying to drop some jewels for anyone willing to pick them up. I wouldn't dedicate my time to writing a blog/bulletin if it wasn't intended to share useful information.
So to close this out, the reason why I don't believe "competition exists" is because, nobody is better than anyone else at doing what they do. Simple.
Some artists are just better at what THEY do. For example...2pac might not have the lyrical infrastructure that Rakim has, but nobody is better at 2pac's style than 2pac.
So only when you find your own identity will you truly continue to progress as a lyricist or storyteller or whatever you wanna call yourself.
Until then, please....don't fake the funk!
God Bless. Peace..........
Side Note : This is all based on my opinion of course, which may have flaw. Im not perfect, I do not try to be, I understand what "contradiction" is and am aware of the backlash people get for it. I never try to contradict myself...I too analyze alot in life, but my intention is usually my driving force...so before you (the reader) create your own judgment on this blog or any of my previous ones, please keep in mind what the intention of words are. Not everything in life has only "face" value.
:)
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Long Way Coming
Positive thinking can only take you so far. Its important to "try" to reflect the positive in everyone (I believe), however always be aware that not everyone is on a "righteous path".
If you struggle with personal demons, (and I believe we all do at one point or another in our life), my experience has taught me to stop fighting the demons and learn to just let them go. It feels alot better to perceive the world through positive eyes, because even if you cant change the world, atleast your experiene in it while you exist will be alot smoother if you learn how to keep cool.
It has been a long way coming, alot of doubt, met alot of people, some loved creating, some hated destruction. And most of them were on the same train ive been trying to get off of for years now. So with that said, alienating the right people in life will do you more justice in the future anyway, and holding on the people that you learn from is always important, because just as they bless you with knowledge you seek, you remind them of the place they might have once been before acquiring this knowledge, and that in return will humble the wise minds.
The road is long and bumpy, but if you can take the damage and survive...consider yourself the winner. Life has always been beautiful, I guess it just takes others a little longer to get it.
If you struggle with personal demons, (and I believe we all do at one point or another in our life), my experience has taught me to stop fighting the demons and learn to just let them go. It feels alot better to perceive the world through positive eyes, because even if you cant change the world, atleast your experiene in it while you exist will be alot smoother if you learn how to keep cool.
It has been a long way coming, alot of doubt, met alot of people, some loved creating, some hated destruction. And most of them were on the same train ive been trying to get off of for years now. So with that said, alienating the right people in life will do you more justice in the future anyway, and holding on the people that you learn from is always important, because just as they bless you with knowledge you seek, you remind them of the place they might have once been before acquiring this knowledge, and that in return will humble the wise minds.
The road is long and bumpy, but if you can take the damage and survive...consider yourself the winner. Life has always been beautiful, I guess it just takes others a little longer to get it.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
The Lovely Bones
New movie based around the hood i grew up in, looks interesting.
Got ALOT of updates coming soon...but for now, i can say that a Mixtape is in the process of being completed entitled "The Dr.Green Light Project" and i have a few songs coming out soon... "R.I.N.G", "Phantom Of The Opera", "Criminology 2010", "La La La" & "Industry/Hypnosis" which is 2 songs blended into one sick mix.
Also, LAW OF LOVE is finally undergoing the final production process...its been a long wait, but thankfully everything is back on track and there is tons of new material coming your way!
(myspace.com/thought2009)
PS - R.I.P to all the people/families that were tooken by the earthquake in Haiti. I send my condolences to everyone out there...words cant describe how fucked up that shit is....
Got ALOT of updates coming soon...but for now, i can say that a Mixtape is in the process of being completed entitled "The Dr.Green Light Project" and i have a few songs coming out soon... "R.I.N.G", "Phantom Of The Opera", "Criminology 2010", "La La La" & "Industry/Hypnosis" which is 2 songs blended into one sick mix.
Also, LAW OF LOVE is finally undergoing the final production process...its been a long wait, but thankfully everything is back on track and there is tons of new material coming your way!
(myspace.com/thought2009)
PS - R.I.P to all the people/families that were tooken by the earthquake in Haiti. I send my condolences to everyone out there...words cant describe how fucked up that shit is....
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